Relationships

So at the old age of 25, I still don't think I am ready to have a relationship. I think I am so set in my ways that there is no way I would let someone into my life to kinda of mess with what I like to do. I just don't think I am meant to have a serious monogamous relationship. I start getting close with people and then start puching them away and avoiding them. I have never really been like this before. In college, I was always the one chasing guys and always wanted a relationship and was extremley needy. But now I just push people away when I feel like they are getting to close. I think I am just scared and I make bad choices.

Blogging

So because of Chris, I will start a blog as well and hopefully we can return to the old days of dead journal when life was simplier and everyday was spent at PJ's. But, a blog is probably not that powerful. I don't have any witty commentairies to say right now.

Wait just thought of something!!!

Why do guys feel the need to hold on to you while you're trying to sleep. Quite frankly, your arm is heavy and it is just squiching me and there is no way in hell I could sleep like this. Sure its cute to cuddle but when it is time to go to sleep go to your side of the bed. Stay away from my side!!!!