Almost 48 hours

It is hard right now. I really really want a cigarette. I have to keep reminding myself why I am doing this. For health, to be a good example, so other people don't think I am gross, money saving, etc etc. It is hard though. How long will these feelings last? The hardest part is when I go home and we go out drinking. That will be a real rough time. AHHH. Hopefully I will sleep tonight and tomorrow will be easier.